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What if God is not listening

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What if you woke up today, and life wasn't worth living?  What if you woke up one day, and love didn't feel so amazing anymore?  I was told to pray, because God hears all your problems they said. "But what if God won't listen?" I asked. God loves all his children, they said. But what if God is tired of all his children, and the pain that we feel everyday is his way of punishing us?  What if he is looking down and thinking "you have been a very terrible person Yolanda, and you do not deserve my ear?" What if God is not listening?  God has not forsaken us. He forgives us everyday for our sins, they said. "But what if my sins are so great, and God won't listen? I mean tell me , what if there is even a limit of how many sins one can make in a lifetime?  And, What if accidents are really not accidents, but really God's whip?  What if, we keep looking up at the sky every night thinking 'heaven is waiting' but a...